I played a part in my mother’s death. It was an unwanted, unwilling part but I had made an agreement. The kind of agreement that I prayed I would never have to fulfill. Disconnecting a loved one from life support is not something for which there is adequate preparation. It is wholly unreasonable to give an [...]
Category Archives: SOULS
October is a good month to die
October 4, 2010 – 2:35 pm
It is a drizzly morning here in L.A. perfectly representing my internal state, mentally drizzly. My grandmother died two days ago. Today would have been her 93 birthday. In 24 days it will be one year since my mother passed. I am tired of death. Weary of all it claims. My memories especially. I feel [...]
Daddy’s little girl
June 20, 2010 – 10:45 am
I was, and will always be, my daddy’s little girl. I was never his teenager or young woman or adult daughter because he passed away when I was eight. I don’t have many memories of him left but the prevading feeling I carry is that I LOVED being with him. This is my favorite [...]
Stupid Airplanes
May 27, 2010 – 10:00 pm
No matter where you go, in this case Philadelphia with my man, ones “stuff” always comes along. And I don’t mean actual baggage that you have to pay money to carry with you I mean the internal baggage that you have to pay for with Soul Cash. What is Soul Cash? I am not sure cause [...]
Squirrel vs Hummingbird Round 2
May 21, 2010 – 7:21 am
A few days ago I wrote about being visited by a squirrel and a hummingbird while sitting in my tree. The squirrel taught me about taking action with its running around busy-ness. Action draws attention. And now I want to explore the hummingbirds side of the story. One of the magical things about climbing trees is [...]
My Why
May 5, 2010 – 8:11 am
When I was a little girl being a Hand Analyst wasn’t on my list of ”That’s what I want to be when I grow up”. Professions that were on my list: Ice Skater Ballerina Actor Teacher Chef [...]
